I hope your Christmas was as great as mine!
I have always known that I have an amazing family but this year it just hit me so hard. I am one lucky girl, let me tell you. I don’t know if it’s just the more I grow up, the more I realize, or what.
Christmas Eve is always spent with my dad’s side of the family and it usually ends pretty bad — long story short, dad is a drinker, divorce, etc… But this year it was so different! My dad has been in and out of rehab and jail for 21+ years and he never has money or anything. I always get so upset because I feel so bad for him; he has so many hopes and dreams and wants to do so much but he just can’t. This year he handed me my present and I didn’t know what to expect. Usually it is just something little that he picks up about an hour before he has to give it to me. I opened the card first and he wrote how he wanted to create new memories now that he is in rehab and on the right track again. I moved on to the box he gave me and it was a gorgeous Charmed Memory bracelet from Kay. I couldn’t believe it because this was the most he has ever given me and it just meant so much. I instantly cried because I was so happy not only that he is on the right track and doing good but also because maybe now we can have a normal father-daughter relationship. My aunt also got me the first season of Modern Family!
The next morning was, of course, great! My mom and I spend the morning exchanging gifts and we have a nice time. She got me an amazing new camera that I am absolutely obsessed with! I also got some cool new CLEVELAND gear including a shirt and a necklace that I absolutely adore. Mom really loved what I got her this year! She actually wore one of the cardigans I got her to my grandma’s that day! It also made me really happy today to see that she was wearing the bracelet I got her!
My grandma’s was a blast this year! (mom’s side!) We played some fun games and ate some delicious food. My cousin Kaleigh and I had a blast taking pictures with my new camera ๐
Sunday was my first Browns game and really my first football experience besides high school games and Mount Union games (which you’d think would be considered real!) It. was. freezing. We walked all over hell’s half acre trying to find our friends and family who we were meeting to tailgate… after more than an hour of trying we found them and then had a pretty good day from then on out.
Oh, and I really want this shirt ๐
Work has been absolutely great! I have so much fun down there it’s crazy! Tomorrow is unfortunately my last day for a while — Snow Days will be over soon and I’ll be back at school. Oh well, it gives me something to look forward to when I come back!
Tonight we celebrated Christmas with Mom’s boyfriend and his kids. I love them all so much; her boyfriend is so amazing. They’ve been dating for so long it sounds so silly when I call him her boyfriend but still. We ate dinner and played a pretty fun game and just hung out. Never a dull moment, we’ll leave it that way.
Last night a pipe burst in my basement and I was home alone and absolutely 100% clueless. I could not figure out how the hell to turn off the water main because I was afraid I’d turn a gas knob or something so I just carried everything out of the laundry room while it flooded at a really quick pace. After calling my mom 100x I went and got my neighbor to help. On her way running over she slipped and wiped out on the ice. Hectic night.
Don’t forget my #nomorebullshit rule. I am learning more and more every day how people are liars and they take people for granted. I can’t think of any other way to put it. Acting shitty pushes me away and it all really takes a toll. I’ll leave it at that because I like my blogs to sound happy ๐ and if I keep on keepin’ on with this mood it’ll turn into a bitch rant. I’ll just say:
Be happy. Don’t settle for anything less than you deserve. Put yourself and your feelings first because, in the end, you’re the only person you can trust.
Nuff said ๐
Spread the love, baby.
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